Well it seems I won't be studying this year, or not the course I had planned anyway. As it turns I'm needed at home, by more than just my 6 month old. I'm not complaining, if I had gone to study this month I would constantly be doing a juggling act between study, expressing milk, school run (with one child starting reception this year), and any housework I could manage.
So without study I don't have to pump, I can drop the kids at school in the morning & help my 5yo settle into his class.
Life is still busy, but manageable. Most of the time.